1 00:01:04,595 --> 00:01:05,485 - Welcome home, Emily. 2 00:03:31,660 --> 00:03:32,493 Dorothy. 3 00:06:06,027 --> 00:06:07,027 Just 4 00:06:07,027 --> 00:06:07,860 - Make sense. 5 00:06:15,230 --> 00:06:16,190 It's open. 6 00:06:22,940 --> 00:06:24,860 Don't tell me that's what I think it is. 7 00:06:26,300 --> 00:06:28,640 - And a good morning to you too. 8 00:06:28,640 --> 00:06:32,030 - I've not had my coffee yet. You want a cup? 9 00:06:32,030 --> 00:06:35,450 - What? No champagne? It's a celebra... Don't 10 00:06:35,450 --> 00:06:36,450 - Say it. 11 00:06:37,610 --> 00:06:40,070 - Okay. I wouldn't dream of it, 12 00:06:41,540 --> 00:06:42,650 - But thank you for dropping by. 13 00:06:43,520 --> 00:06:45,710 - You're welcome, my dear. I'm not just your 14 00:06:45,710 --> 00:06:46,970 agent, I'm your friend. 15 00:06:48,410 --> 00:06:52,820 Although I'm not always sure in what order 16 00:06:58,640 --> 00:06:59,750 - The ideas are coming. 17 00:07:01,310 --> 00:07:02,310 I'm working 18 00:07:03,350 --> 00:07:04,350 - Well. 19 00:07:04,350 --> 00:07:08,060 Working isn't the same as working. 20 00:07:11,210 --> 00:07:12,380 - The ideas are coming. 21 00:07:13,670 --> 00:07:16,100 - Publishers have a short memory and Francis. Well, 22 00:07:16,100 --> 00:07:18,410 - I'm not taking the Francis job. 23 00:07:20,060 --> 00:07:22,040 It's not my story. 24 00:07:25,670 --> 00:07:26,540 - Okay, you're right. 25 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:32,870 But it is a job. Work. 26 00:07:32,870 --> 00:07:33,950 - Something will come 27 00:07:35,450 --> 00:07:36,450 - Well as your agent 28 00:07:36,450 --> 00:07:38,630 I hope so. But 29 00:07:38,630 --> 00:07:41,990 as your friend, happy.. 30 00:07:41,990 --> 00:07:43,430 - No, George! 31 00:07:48,200 --> 00:07:49,200 - Emily. 32 00:07:49,200 --> 00:07:52,670 This isn't healthy. This, this, this. 33 00:07:52,670 --> 00:07:57,670 The avoidance. Life moves on. It goes on. 34 00:07:57,860 --> 00:07:59,060 Whether we like it or not. 35 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:03,680 I worry.. Emily. 36 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:06,920 I, I just, I wish you could love yourself. 37 00:08:10,910 --> 00:08:14,480 - Look, I've got a busy day. 38 00:08:14,480 --> 00:08:16,040 I just want it over with. 39 00:08:19,280 --> 00:08:20,113 - Okay. 40 00:08:30,380 --> 00:08:31,380 - Emily. 41 00:08:31,380 --> 00:08:32,450 Don't wait until you disappear. 42 00:10:17,875 --> 00:10:19,140 - It's my birthday today. 43 00:10:21,390 --> 00:10:22,223 - I know. 44 00:10:24,931 --> 00:10:25,789 It was her birthday 45 00:10:25,789 --> 00:10:26,622 when.. 46 00:10:26,622 --> 00:10:27,455 I know 47 00:10:31,320 --> 00:10:32,320 - I have her 48 00:10:32,320 --> 00:10:36,360 things still unboxed, 49 00:10:38,190 --> 00:10:39,630 - Hidden at home. 50 00:10:40,620 --> 00:10:43,410 It's been 20 years since she, it's hard for us 51 00:10:43,410 --> 00:10:45,900 to put ourselves in someone else's shoes, 52 00:10:45,900 --> 00:10:49,200 but until we can understand them, we can't forgive them. 53 00:10:51,540 --> 00:10:52,373 Are the dream journals helping? 54 00:10:54,365 --> 00:10:55,198 I don't know. 55 00:10:58,500 --> 00:11:02,100 Who's Dorothy? That name hasn't come up before. 56 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:06,113 I don't know. 57 00:11:07,121 --> 00:11:08,454 Well, they're changing. 58 00:11:08,454 --> 00:11:09,287 The dreams. 59 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:11,753 That's progress. 60 00:11:13,353 --> 00:11:14,700 I don't want them to change. 61 00:11:14,700 --> 00:11:16,410 I want them to end. 62 00:11:16,410 --> 00:11:19,290 We have to confront our fears to move away from them. 63 00:11:20,520 --> 00:11:24,360 And right now, what you're most afraid of is yourself. 64 00:11:26,010 --> 00:11:26,843 Small steps. 65 00:11:30,485 --> 00:11:31,318 And the mirrors? 66 00:11:32,280 --> 00:11:34,050 The last we spoke, you'd manage 67 00:11:34,050 --> 00:11:35,640 to at least use them in your car. 68 00:11:38,915 --> 00:11:42,150 What about when you're at home? When you're alone? 69 00:11:45,450 --> 00:11:47,640 It isn't a common condition. 70 00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:51,300 Spectro phobia, but it is known, 71 00:11:51,300 --> 00:11:52,770 which means that it's treatable. 72 00:11:57,100 --> 00:12:00,550 Have you been practicing your breathing? The mantra? 73 00:12:03,940 --> 00:12:04,773 No. 74 00:12:05,706 --> 00:12:06,539 It can help Emily. 75 00:12:09,040 --> 00:12:10,480 It can take you out of your head 76 00:12:10,480 --> 00:12:12,880 and bring you back to what matters. 77 00:12:15,580 --> 00:12:16,413 I don't know what matters. 78 00:12:17,513 --> 00:12:18,346 You matter. 79 00:12:22,870 --> 00:12:23,703 Are you ready for today's session? 80 00:12:26,870 --> 00:12:27,703 Yes. 81 00:12:29,335 --> 00:12:30,168 Okay. 82 00:12:34,009 --> 00:12:34,900 Now, 83 00:12:34,900 --> 00:12:35,950 the same as always. 84 00:12:37,630 --> 00:12:38,590 Take a deep breath, 85 00:12:43,720 --> 00:12:45,340 that's it. 86 00:12:45,340 --> 00:12:46,173 And another 87 00:12:51,370 --> 00:12:52,203 relax. 88 00:12:56,500 --> 00:13:01,270 Sink Slowly into the chair, aware of 89 00:13:01,270 --> 00:13:04,540 who you are and everything around you. 90 00:13:07,870 --> 00:13:11,760 You're safe. Do you believe 91 00:13:11,760 --> 00:13:13,650 that, that you're safe? 92 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:16,593 Yes. 93 00:13:19,010 --> 00:13:19,843 Good. 94 00:13:21,520 --> 00:13:25,750 Now, think of that place, the place 95 00:13:25,750 --> 00:13:27,100 that we've been to before. 96 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:31,450 The place where you feel the safest. 97 00:13:33,370 --> 00:13:34,203 Your own place. 98 00:13:35,578 --> 00:13:36,411 Only you know this place. 99 00:13:39,160 --> 00:13:39,993 Lock that into your mind. 100 00:13:42,435 --> 00:13:43,268 Safe. 101 00:13:48,820 --> 00:13:49,653 Are you there? 102 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:54,273 Yes. 103 00:13:55,290 --> 00:13:56,123 Now we'll begin. 104 00:14:00,700 --> 00:14:05,700 1, 2, 3. 105 00:14:09,370 --> 00:14:13,420 Stay in that place. Safe and secure. 106 00:14:15,130 --> 00:14:19,120 Nothing can hurt you there. What can you see? 107 00:14:20,380 --> 00:14:21,213 It's here again. 108 00:14:22,446 --> 00:14:23,279 What is Emily? 109 00:14:24,760 --> 00:14:26,401 The mirror. 110 00:14:26,401 --> 00:14:27,234 Let this stay a safe place. 111 00:14:31,900 --> 00:14:32,733 Go to the mirror. 112 00:14:34,516 --> 00:14:35,349 I can't. 113 00:14:43,810 --> 00:14:47,140 Okay. We'll come back into the room, then 114 00:14:49,180 --> 00:14:52,070 safely and slowly 115 00:14:53,630 --> 00:14:55,490 let it all fade away. 116 00:15:01,100 --> 00:15:02,270 You can open your eyes. 117 00:15:06,440 --> 00:15:07,440 See? 118 00:15:08,900 --> 00:15:10,310 - Emily! 119 00:15:10,310 --> 00:15:14,570 Emily. Wake up. Come back into the room. Emily. 120 00:15:14,570 --> 00:15:19,070 Emily, wake up. Listen to my voice. Come back. 121 00:15:20,090 --> 00:15:25,015 - Repeat it. Repeat your mantra. I'm home. I'm safe. I'm 122 00:15:25,015 --> 00:15:26,015 - Home. 123 00:15:26,015 --> 00:15:29,895 I'm home. I'm safe. I'm home. I'm home. I'm safe. 124 00:15:29,895 --> 00:15:34,555 I'm, I'm home. I'm safe. I'm home. 125 00:15:34,555 --> 00:15:38,335 I'm safe. I'm home. I'm safe. 126 00:16:40,495 --> 00:16:41,495 - What a great birthday 127 00:16:41,495 --> 00:16:42,328 This is. 128 00:19:06,175 --> 00:19:07,175 - Small steps. 129 00:21:11,385 --> 00:21:12,285 Am I going crazy? 130 00:21:52,435 --> 00:21:54,045 Stay away from Oz. 131 00:21:57,235 --> 00:21:58,235 What? 132 00:22:18,255 --> 00:22:19,325 - Begin at the beginning. 133 00:23:20,225 --> 00:23:21,058 - Dorothy. 134 00:23:32,075 --> 00:23:35,680 - Welcome to the Wamego Home for the differently minded. 135 00:23:35,680 --> 00:23:38,320 Our reception is closed for the evening. 136 00:23:38,320 --> 00:23:40,210 Visiting hours are Monday through Friday 137 00:23:40,210 --> 00:23:41,230 by appointment only. 138 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:43,160 Please call back between 8 A.M. and... 139 00:26:31,580 --> 00:26:34,160 - Must say we are quite surprised to get your voicemail 140 00:26:36,170 --> 00:26:37,850 even more surprised to see you here today. 141 00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:41,630 All visiting is strictly by appointment only. 142 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:44,490 I drove through the night. 143 00:26:48,090 --> 00:26:49,090 How do you know Dorothy? 144 00:26:50,070 --> 00:26:52,380 - I don't exactly. 145 00:26:56,550 --> 00:26:57,420 - Then why are you here? 146 00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:09,870 - I found this. 147 00:27:15,870 --> 00:27:16,703 What is it? 148 00:27:17,735 --> 00:27:19,440 A book. 149 00:27:21,750 --> 00:27:22,583 - Ms. 150 00:27:24,108 --> 00:27:24,941 Laughlin. 151 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:31,230 I am presuming you didn't drive through the night just to be 152 00:27:32,100 --> 00:27:33,330 deliberately obtuse. 153 00:27:33,330 --> 00:27:34,163 Ms. Laughlin. 154 00:27:36,429 --> 00:27:37,262 It was my mother's. 155 00:27:39,870 --> 00:27:40,782 - Was? 156 00:27:44,040 --> 00:27:45,210 The name Dorothy... 157 00:27:46,222 --> 00:27:47,055 It's in this book. 158 00:27:48,947 --> 00:27:50,272 So is the phone number for this hospital. 159 00:27:53,130 --> 00:27:54,130 - Can I see? 160 00:27:58,170 --> 00:27:59,130 - It's at the back. 161 00:28:14,910 --> 00:28:19,290 - That's our number. Except it's not. 162 00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:24,038 What do you mean? 163 00:28:24,038 --> 00:28:24,871 It's an old number. 164 00:28:26,580 --> 00:28:27,930 It was disconnected a while ago, 165 00:28:29,070 --> 00:28:31,200 - But it directed me to your answering machine. 166 00:28:33,810 --> 00:28:35,702 - I can't see how that's possible. 167 00:28:37,135 --> 00:28:37,968 Well I'm here. 168 00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:43,140 - What about Dorothy? 169 00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:50,670 - Why is she important to you? 170 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:55,200 After all, it's just a name in the back of one 171 00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:56,610 of your mother's old sketchbooks. 172 00:28:57,960 --> 00:29:00,750 - Is there anybody by that name here? 173 00:29:00,750 --> 00:29:04,020 - I can't give out patient information 174 00:29:04,020 --> 00:29:08,610 unless it's to a family member, a relative, next of kin. 175 00:29:09,690 --> 00:29:12,990 There's nobody by the name of Laughlin here 176 00:29:12,990 --> 00:29:14,100 that I can tell you. 177 00:29:16,950 --> 00:29:17,910 - What about Gale? 178 00:29:27,225 --> 00:29:28,170 - How do you know that name? 179 00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:36,630 - It was my mother's, it was her maiden name. 180 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,080 I took my father's last name. 181 00:29:46,960 --> 00:29:48,640 You know who I'm talking about? Don't you? 182 00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:53,553 Did you know her? 183 00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:56,278 Who? 184 00:29:57,130 --> 00:30:00,010 My mother, Elizabeth. 185 00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:03,513 No. 186 00:30:05,196 --> 00:30:06,029 But you know the name Gale. 187 00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:21,160 - Dorothy's been all but mute 188 00:30:22,330 --> 00:30:26,380 for nearly 20 years since I've known her. 189 00:30:26,380 --> 00:30:29,440 She can't have said more than four words to me, 190 00:30:29,440 --> 00:30:31,990 and I've been her primary attendant longer than anybody. 191 00:30:33,280 --> 00:30:37,240 Her world. It was in her drawings. 192 00:30:39,010 --> 00:30:41,680 She would scribble 193 00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:45,730 and draw the same kind of things over and over again. 194 00:30:47,890 --> 00:30:49,270 Always at night, 195 00:30:51,430 --> 00:30:53,260 always in complete darkness. 196 00:30:55,720 --> 00:30:58,690 And then two days ago, she stopped. 197 00:31:02,200 --> 00:31:03,583 What happened two days ago? 198 00:31:06,283 --> 00:31:07,116 The night shift found her, 199 00:31:08,860 --> 00:31:12,040 sat on the edge of her bed, banging her heels together, 200 00:31:13,300 --> 00:31:18,010 repeating the same four words over and over and over again. 201 00:31:19,810 --> 00:31:22,030 We don't get to her right away. 202 00:31:22,030 --> 00:31:24,460 It's only when she wakes another resident 203 00:31:24,460 --> 00:31:25,930 and they pull their alarm cord, 204 00:31:28,030 --> 00:31:31,330 her ankles, her heels. 205 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:36,850 She bangs them together. So hard. So much. 206 00:31:38,577 --> 00:31:39,702 Why does she do that? 207 00:31:40,801 --> 00:31:41,634 We don't know. 208 00:31:44,170 --> 00:31:49,090 But she says it's the only way she can keep 209 00:31:49,090 --> 00:31:50,110 her safe. 210 00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:54,993 - Her? 211 00:32:31,150 --> 00:32:33,850 - I will give you some time, but I'll be close by. 212 00:33:16,730 --> 00:33:17,563 - Dorothy, 213 00:33:27,170 --> 00:33:28,170 - Do you know who I am? 214 00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:42,200 My name is Emily. 215 00:33:44,420 --> 00:33:48,260 You wrote about me? 216 00:33:49,130 --> 00:33:50,060 You wrote my name? 217 00:34:07,850 --> 00:34:08,683 Dorothy. 218 00:34:14,030 --> 00:34:16,460 I found this in my mother's things. 219 00:34:17,720 --> 00:34:20,630 It brought me here. 220 00:34:23,390 --> 00:34:24,590 It brought me to you. 221 00:34:35,810 --> 00:34:37,520 Do you recognize it? 222 00:34:50,865 --> 00:34:52,280 How long have you been trapped here, 223 00:34:59,090 --> 00:35:01,160 - Dorothy, stop. 224 00:35:16,755 --> 00:35:18,345 I'm safe. I'm home. 225 00:35:18,345 --> 00:35:19,178 I'm safe. 226 00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:23,833 Are you there? 227 00:35:35,577 --> 00:35:36,410 Stay. 228 00:35:38,535 --> 00:35:39,576 Away. 229 00:35:41,935 --> 00:35:42,768 - From. 230 00:35:44,576 --> 00:35:45,409 Oz. 231 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:48,660 Emily, are you alright? 232 00:35:49,560 --> 00:35:50,560 I heard screaming. 233 00:36:49,470 --> 00:36:50,400 - Take me home. 234 00:36:58,290 --> 00:36:59,760 - Oh, not now. 235 00:37:03,595 --> 00:37:04,428 Ugh! 236 00:37:11,645 --> 00:37:12,645 Okay. 237 00:37:16,555 --> 00:37:17,580 - Are you kidding me? 238 00:37:22,290 --> 00:37:24,930 - Mrs. Appleton sent me out. 239 00:37:41,250 --> 00:37:42,270 This is the beginning. 240 00:37:44,205 --> 00:37:45,038 - What? 241 00:37:49,890 --> 00:37:51,156 - What did you say? 242 00:37:53,856 --> 00:37:54,689 There's 243 00:37:56,095 --> 00:37:58,200 a storm coming. 244 00:38:00,330 --> 00:38:03,210 Forecast says, it's a big one. 245 00:38:12,150 --> 00:38:13,980 - My car won't start. 246 00:38:25,260 --> 00:38:27,090 - Mrs. Appleton says, 247 00:38:28,800 --> 00:38:30,300 you can come back inside. 248 00:38:32,370 --> 00:38:33,660 You can stay here. 249 00:38:37,990 --> 00:38:40,180 We have guest rooms 250 00:38:42,040 --> 00:38:46,365 for visitors traveling from far away. 251 00:39:43,695 --> 00:39:45,545 - It's an old building. 252 00:39:48,325 --> 00:39:50,865 Has memories. 253 00:39:58,615 --> 00:39:59,985 Just in case. 254 00:40:23,885 --> 00:40:24,718 Eric. 255 00:43:18,035 --> 00:43:19,825 - The beginning is always dark 256 00:43:19,825 --> 00:43:21,815 until we walk far enough towards the light. 257 00:43:50,355 --> 00:43:51,188 - Ugh. 258 00:45:40,980 --> 00:45:41,850 - You shouldn't be in here. 259 00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:48,600 You should go back. 260 00:45:52,290 --> 00:45:55,920 - My room is, I I'm locked out. 261 00:45:57,510 --> 00:45:59,700 This key you gave me. It, it, it doesn't. 262 00:46:04,740 --> 00:46:05,850 Dr. Appleton lied. 263 00:46:06,870 --> 00:46:10,830 She, she took my book, my, my mother's book. 264 00:46:10,830 --> 00:46:15,150 She knows who she was. Who I am. My mother was here. 265 00:46:20,165 --> 00:46:22,385 - Go. Go. 266 00:46:47,365 --> 00:46:48,720 - Why are you out of your room? 267 00:46:50,065 --> 00:46:50,898 - I.. 268 00:46:57,685 --> 00:47:01,320 My mother, you did know her. 269 00:47:01,320 --> 00:47:02,320 She was here! 270 00:47:17,910 --> 00:47:21,930 - All medical details at this facility are confidential. 271 00:47:23,220 --> 00:47:24,053 I told you that. 272 00:47:30,640 --> 00:47:33,460 I am afraid your behavior 273 00:47:33,460 --> 00:47:36,400 is unacceptable. 274 00:47:36,400 --> 00:47:37,233 Emily. 275 00:47:39,708 --> 00:47:41,140 I'm leaving. 276 00:47:41,140 --> 00:47:42,610 Your car won't start. 277 00:47:43,900 --> 00:47:44,733 Remember? 278 00:47:47,117 --> 00:47:48,663 I'll call a cab. 279 00:47:48,663 --> 00:47:50,583 At this time? 280 00:47:53,110 --> 00:47:55,120 I am afraid it's safer 281 00:47:55,120 --> 00:48:00,120 and more practical for you to stay here. As we agreed. 282 00:48:00,400 --> 00:48:02,800 - We didn't agree anything. 283 00:48:12,010 --> 00:48:13,635 Eric? 284 00:48:13,635 --> 00:48:16,060 - I found him in C Corridor, Dr. Appleton. 285 00:48:16,930 --> 00:48:17,763 - What have you done? 286 00:48:19,755 --> 00:48:20,630 Emily 287 00:48:20,630 --> 00:48:22,797 You're clearly not feeling well. 288 00:48:23,950 --> 00:48:25,660 It's been a stressful journey. 289 00:48:25,660 --> 00:48:28,720 I think it's best that you return to your room to sleep. 290 00:48:31,240 --> 00:48:32,303 I don't want to.. 291 00:48:32,303 --> 00:48:33,136 Stop! 292 00:48:36,178 --> 00:48:37,011 meddling with things, 293 00:48:39,294 --> 00:48:40,127 that don't concern you. 294 00:48:41,440 --> 00:48:43,720 Let me help you sleep. 295 00:48:45,835 --> 00:48:46,668 No. 296 00:48:50,001 --> 00:48:50,834 No! 297 00:48:52,150 --> 00:48:52,983 Let me go! 298 00:48:52,983 --> 00:48:54,808 This is for your own good Emily. 299 00:48:56,183 --> 00:48:57,016 Trust me. 300 00:49:02,465 --> 00:49:03,465 - Emily! 301 00:49:52,595 --> 00:49:53,895 She went that way! Over there! 302 00:52:41,905 --> 00:52:42,738 Leave me alone! 303 00:52:44,715 --> 00:52:46,565 Help! Help me! 304 00:53:17,780 --> 00:53:20,095 - The true friends may not be anything like me. 305 00:53:23,360 --> 00:53:25,268 They may be part of me or all of me, 306 00:53:26,468 --> 00:53:27,568 put together by misery. 307 00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:34,890 - A little misery makes us appreciate a little happiness. 308 00:53:40,645 --> 00:53:41,478 - Patches. 309 00:53:44,236 --> 00:53:45,540 Patches? 310 00:53:45,540 --> 00:53:46,373 Is that your name? 311 00:53:49,240 --> 00:53:50,073 This was my mother's. 312 00:53:53,490 --> 00:53:54,490 Where am I? 313 00:53:59,190 --> 00:54:03,135 - What was that? Who was that? Go. Go. Where? 314 00:57:22,195 --> 00:57:23,028 - Where are we going? 315 00:57:40,105 --> 00:57:42,585 I, I don't, what does that mean? 316 00:57:48,865 --> 00:57:51,345 - A a, a path, road? 317 00:58:25,705 --> 00:58:26,538 Home? 318 00:58:47,935 --> 00:58:49,595 Until we walk far enough towards the light. 319 01:02:05,555 --> 01:02:06,963 - No, stay back. 320 01:02:06,963 --> 01:02:07,796 I mean it. Stay back! 321 01:02:09,013 --> 01:02:09,846 I just wanna go home. 322 01:02:10,965 --> 01:02:11,798 What do you want from me? 323 01:02:13,864 --> 01:02:15,105 Help! 324 01:02:15,105 --> 01:02:15,938 Help me! 325 01:03:45,645 --> 01:03:48,255 - Wait. No, no, no. Don't, don't leave me. 326 01:07:32,135 --> 01:07:32,968 - Dorothy? 327 01:07:34,210 --> 01:07:35,043 Is that you, Elizabeth? 328 01:07:37,045 --> 01:07:39,425 No, no. It's Emily. 329 01:07:41,590 --> 01:07:42,700 Elizabeth was my mother. 330 01:07:42,700 --> 01:07:43,533 Remember? 331 01:07:46,633 --> 01:07:47,466 What's going on? 332 01:07:48,910 --> 01:07:52,300 Is this, am I back? 333 01:07:55,180 --> 01:07:56,985 - Where is it you think you've been? 334 01:07:58,265 --> 01:08:00,670 I I, I don't know. 335 01:08:04,420 --> 01:08:07,000 You shouldn't have come if you didn't know 336 01:08:07,000 --> 01:08:08,290 where you were going. 337 01:08:09,550 --> 01:08:13,150 This is a place for Gales. 338 01:08:18,260 --> 01:08:20,660 It's always been a place for Gales. 339 01:08:24,765 --> 01:08:29,030 A place we've cherished, 340 01:08:31,280 --> 01:08:34,460 protected and loved. 341 01:08:36,620 --> 01:08:37,645 At least we used to. 342 01:08:41,270 --> 01:08:42,103 I tried. 343 01:08:47,720 --> 01:08:49,130 Elizabeth tried. 344 01:08:59,900 --> 01:09:03,650 - I am not Emily. Gale. 345 01:09:09,965 --> 01:09:14,035 - I'll never let my life be the end. 346 01:09:14,035 --> 01:09:16,615 - I'll die before I let that happen. 347 01:09:18,045 --> 01:09:19,975 Tell me what's going on! 348 01:09:22,235 --> 01:09:25,118 You have all the answers you need. 349 01:09:25,118 --> 01:09:26,668 Answers? 350 01:09:26,668 --> 01:09:27,501 Answers? 351 01:09:29,845 --> 01:09:32,845 These aren't answers. 352 01:09:32,845 --> 01:09:35,180 They're not even questions. 353 01:09:37,685 --> 01:09:42,410 They're, they're crazy. 354 01:09:42,410 --> 01:09:46,460 That's what they are. That's what she left me with. Crazy. 355 01:09:47,750 --> 01:09:50,840 I should just destroy it. Destroy whatever's left of her. 356 01:09:53,690 --> 01:09:56,060 She left me. 357 01:09:58,100 --> 01:09:59,480 Why should I stay 358 01:10:02,840 --> 01:10:06,110 following in her footsteps down the same road as her? 359 01:10:08,660 --> 01:10:10,460 Why can't I just give up like she did? 360 01:10:11,420 --> 01:10:14,810 - She didn't give up. Not on you. 361 01:10:16,520 --> 01:10:19,430 She always had faith 362 01:10:19,430 --> 01:10:21,650 that you would find your way. 363 01:10:25,220 --> 01:10:26,660 Find my way to where? 364 01:10:31,130 --> 01:10:34,670 The best way to find yourself 365 01:10:37,370 --> 01:10:38,720 is to lose yourself 366 01:10:40,940 --> 01:10:45,200 because then you know 367 01:10:45,200 --> 01:10:46,335 what you are looking for. 368 01:10:53,405 --> 01:10:57,110 Find her. Find her 369 01:10:57,110 --> 01:10:58,430 before she does. 370 01:11:00,440 --> 01:11:01,440 Find who? 371 01:11:53,805 --> 01:11:55,290 - I don't understand. 372 01:11:57,300 --> 01:11:58,860 This is part of your treatment, Emily, 373 01:12:01,860 --> 01:12:02,693 to bring you back. 374 01:12:04,776 --> 01:12:05,609 Back? 375 01:12:12,475 --> 01:12:13,308 back home. 376 01:12:14,850 --> 01:12:18,060 You're still here, still under hypnosis. 377 01:12:21,270 --> 01:12:22,286 No. 378 01:12:22,286 --> 01:12:23,119 Yes. 379 01:12:24,577 --> 01:12:25,851 Listen to my voice. 380 01:12:30,060 --> 01:12:30,893 I'm home? 381 01:12:32,560 --> 01:12:33,393 You're safe. 382 01:12:34,350 --> 01:12:35,340 Do you believe that? 383 01:12:48,745 --> 01:12:49,860 Come home, Emily. 384 01:12:52,110 --> 01:12:54,570 This is your safe place right here. 385 01:12:57,090 --> 01:12:58,500 To take small steps, 386 01:13:17,160 --> 01:13:20,400 You have to put one foot in front of the other. 387 01:13:25,615 --> 01:13:27,135 No, 388 01:13:27,135 --> 01:13:29,715 - No, no, 389 01:13:31,295 --> 01:13:36,135 - No, no, no, no, no, 390 01:13:36,135 --> 01:13:37,927 - No, no. 391 01:13:37,927 --> 01:13:40,607 There are no good witches Emily. 392 01:13:40,607 --> 01:13:45,047 - I'm home. I'm safe. I'm home. I'm safe. I'm home. I'm safe. 393 01:13:45,922 --> 01:13:46,755 I'm home. I'm safe. I'm home. 394 01:13:59,725 --> 01:14:02,880 - Emily, you're clearly not feeling well. 395 01:14:02,880 --> 01:14:04,590 I think it's best that you return to your room. 396 01:14:55,930 --> 01:14:58,695 Open your eyes Emily. 397 01:15:16,960 --> 01:15:17,960 - What? 398 01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:20,055 What's, why 399 01:15:20,055 --> 01:15:21,875 - Am I here? Why am I 400 01:15:21,875 --> 01:15:22,875 - Restrained? 401 01:15:22,875 --> 01:15:27,340 Emily, who do you 402 01:15:27,340 --> 01:15:28,420 think you are? 403 01:15:29,385 --> 01:15:30,865 - What? 404 01:15:30,865 --> 01:15:31,698 - What? 405 01:15:31,698 --> 01:15:33,185 Who is it.. 406 01:15:33,185 --> 01:15:34,743 What? 407 01:15:34,743 --> 01:15:36,393 How do you think you know me? 408 01:15:38,560 --> 01:15:39,715 This place? 409 01:15:42,475 --> 01:15:45,395 - I, I, Dorothy, 410 01:15:51,575 --> 01:15:52,575 - My, my mother. 411 01:15:52,575 --> 01:15:56,980 I, I, you, you told me. 412 01:15:57,970 --> 01:15:58,970 You, 413 01:16:06,520 --> 01:16:07,540 - Your name is Dr. 414 01:16:07,540 --> 01:16:12,400 Appleton. You, you kept my mother here, Elizabeth 415 01:16:12,400 --> 01:16:13,510 and Dorothy, 416 01:16:16,630 --> 01:16:18,425 - And now me? 417 01:16:18,425 --> 01:16:19,258 What? 418 01:16:20,366 --> 01:16:22,570 Why would I want to keep you here? 419 01:16:22,570 --> 01:16:23,830 Well then let me go then! 420 01:16:28,360 --> 01:16:31,690 My name is Dr. Appleton. 421 01:16:33,940 --> 01:16:35,890 I am a psychiatrist. 422 01:16:38,140 --> 01:16:40,900 Your psychiatrist, Emily. 423 01:16:42,280 --> 01:16:44,140 - My psychiatrist? 424 01:16:46,150 --> 01:16:46,983 No. 425 01:16:49,158 --> 01:16:50,765 Dorothy's... 426 01:16:50,765 --> 01:16:54,130 Not.. 427 01:16:54,130 --> 01:16:58,090 - I don't have...need a psychiatrist. 428 01:16:58,090 --> 01:17:00,340 I've been treating you here for the past six years. 429 01:17:00,340 --> 01:17:04,600 Emily, you suffer from something commonly known 430 01:17:04,600 --> 01:17:06,520 as displacement syndrome. 431 01:17:07,485 --> 01:17:11,690 - No, no, no, no, no. 432 01:17:11,690 --> 01:17:15,350 I, I, I came here, I, I came here 433 01:17:15,350 --> 01:17:16,760 to visit Dorothy. 434 01:17:17,845 --> 01:17:20,605 I, I, I ca I came here. 435 01:17:20,605 --> 01:17:23,995 I, I found you from, from my mother's. My mother's book. 436 01:17:23,995 --> 01:17:24,995 From your mother's book? 437 01:17:26,900 --> 01:17:27,733 - Yeah. 438 01:17:30,550 --> 01:17:32,060 This 439 01:17:32,060 --> 01:17:33,860 is your book, Emily. 440 01:17:35,930 --> 01:17:38,660 This is part of the treatment. 441 01:17:38,660 --> 01:17:43,460 Every drawing, every sketch, every word. 442 01:17:45,200 --> 01:17:47,870 It has been created by you. 443 01:17:49,460 --> 01:17:50,293 Dorothy. 444 01:17:51,818 --> 01:17:52,909 She died Emily. 445 01:17:54,492 --> 01:17:56,330 Three months ago. 446 01:17:56,330 --> 01:18:01,330 - No, no. This is, this is a, this is a lie. This is a lie. 447 01:18:01,430 --> 01:18:02,847 This is all lies. 448 01:18:04,010 --> 01:18:05,270 - My mother's file. 449 01:18:05,270 --> 01:18:07,228 I found it. 450 01:18:07,228 --> 01:18:10,111 It's all you, Emily. 451 01:18:11,630 --> 01:18:15,500 - The pages, the torn pages I 452 01:18:15,500 --> 01:18:17,150 found, I found 453 01:18:17,150 --> 01:18:18,230 - The torn pages. 454 01:18:18,230 --> 01:18:19,790 You tore them out, Emily. 455 01:18:21,020 --> 01:18:25,220 You tore them out and hid them in other patient's rooms 456 01:18:25,220 --> 01:18:27,200 and accused them of conspiracy. 457 01:18:28,400 --> 01:18:29,566 You did this with Eric. 458 01:18:31,067 --> 01:18:32,690 Eric? 459 01:18:32,690 --> 01:18:35,120 Now, he even went so far as to steal his room key 460 01:18:37,490 --> 01:18:42,320 so you could perpetuate your fantasies 461 01:18:42,320 --> 01:18:43,490 by hiding it in his room. 462 01:18:49,130 --> 01:18:53,210 This book is your book. 463 01:18:55,490 --> 01:18:57,800 Your mother died 20 years ago. 464 01:19:00,020 --> 01:19:02,510 She had a history of mental illness, 465 01:19:02,510 --> 01:19:05,120 self-harm, delusions. 466 01:19:08,780 --> 01:19:09,613 She's gone. 467 01:19:10,463 --> 01:19:11,596 She killed herself. 468 01:19:11,596 --> 01:19:12,650 No. 469 01:19:12,650 --> 01:19:16,970 You try and piece her piece everything 470 01:19:16,970 --> 01:19:21,320 together again and again and again. 471 01:19:21,320 --> 01:19:22,153 No! 472 01:19:24,428 --> 01:19:25,261 But eventually 473 01:19:27,350 --> 01:19:29,030 it always falls apart. 474 01:19:30,650 --> 01:19:34,010 I've been here to look after you this whole time. 475 01:19:35,510 --> 01:19:39,620 Now I'm afraid we're running 476 01:19:39,620 --> 01:19:40,640 out of things to try. 477 01:19:42,260 --> 01:19:45,380 We need you to come back, Emily, 478 01:19:47,390 --> 01:19:50,900 to come home and stay. 479 01:19:57,770 --> 01:19:59,330 There is one thing that we need from you. 480 01:19:59,330 --> 01:20:03,560 Emily, before she died, Dorothy, 481 01:20:05,360 --> 01:20:06,530 she had a pair of shoes. 482 01:20:07,380 --> 01:20:08,370 They were important to her. 483 01:20:14,880 --> 01:20:16,140 Important to her family. 484 01:20:22,890 --> 01:20:27,255 Her family would like them back after all. 485 01:20:27,255 --> 01:20:29,955 One simply can't take them without consequences. 486 01:20:31,915 --> 01:20:32,915 Can they? 487 01:21:45,555 --> 01:21:48,815 - You need to get dressed. 488 01:21:50,805 --> 01:21:51,638 Eric. 489 01:21:55,795 --> 01:21:56,628 No. 490 01:21:57,635 --> 01:22:01,920 I'm, I am 491 01:22:01,920 --> 01:22:02,920 - Sorry. 492 01:22:03,960 --> 01:22:08,400 I'm sick. I need to stay here. 493 01:22:13,045 --> 01:22:13,878 - Eric, 494 01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:18,255 Get dressed. 495 01:22:27,870 --> 01:22:30,780 - You need 496 01:22:32,520 --> 01:22:37,065 to find your way home. 497 01:22:42,005 --> 01:22:42,838 - Home? 498 01:22:45,721 --> 01:22:46,554 Eric. 499 01:22:49,955 --> 01:22:51,075 I am home. 500 01:22:57,495 --> 01:22:59,662 I'm where I'm meant to be. 501 01:23:04,780 --> 01:23:09,780 - Begin at the beginning. 502 01:23:11,139 --> 01:23:11,972 Eric. 503 01:23:17,733 --> 01:23:21,916 - I'm not who you think I am. 504 01:23:23,428 --> 01:23:26,768 You're wrong. 505 01:23:58,465 --> 01:23:59,298 Hurry. 506 01:24:18,435 --> 01:24:19,268 Hurry. 507 01:25:49,035 --> 01:25:51,885 Welcome home. Emily. 508 01:25:53,025 --> 01:25:53,858 - No, no. 509 01:25:56,850 --> 01:25:58,495 There are no good witches. 510 01:25:58,495 --> 01:25:59,328 Emily. 511 01:25:59,328 --> 01:26:00,161 No, 512 01:26:00,161 --> 01:26:01,145 - No, no. 513 01:26:01,145 --> 01:26:05,070 You, you are not real. You are not real. I, I'm just.. 514 01:26:05,070 --> 01:26:05,903 MAD?! 515 01:26:08,960 --> 01:26:12,201 Madness would be kinder. 516 01:26:12,201 --> 01:26:13,034 Why are you doing this? 517 01:26:14,005 --> 01:26:17,000 Because this is my Oz! 518 01:26:17,000 --> 01:26:17,833 My story! 519 01:26:19,566 --> 01:26:21,485 I'm home. I'm safe. I'm ho.. 520 01:26:21,485 --> 01:26:22,485 - Enough! 521 01:26:29,385 --> 01:26:30,385 Open it. 522 01:26:37,145 --> 01:26:41,030 - Open it, and leave Oz to me. 523 01:26:42,590 --> 01:26:45,260 Leave and go home. 524 01:26:46,850 --> 01:26:50,660 Open it and let your 525 01:26:50,660 --> 01:26:54,140 life be the end. 526 01:27:12,350 --> 01:27:16,820 Take the last small step. 527 01:27:28,375 --> 01:27:29,525 - No...No! 528 01:27:35,235 --> 01:27:36,275 - I knew you'd find me. 529 01:27:55,815 --> 01:27:56,675 - It's okay. 530 01:28:06,440 --> 01:28:07,631 - Why did you leave? 531 01:28:09,298 --> 01:28:10,131 To protect you. 532 01:28:11,480 --> 01:28:12,313 From what? 533 01:28:14,588 --> 01:28:15,421 From us. 534 01:28:19,340 --> 01:28:20,673 I don't understand. 535 01:28:22,714 --> 01:28:24,320 You've seen it now. 536 01:28:24,320 --> 01:28:26,000 You can only hide from yourself for so long. 537 01:28:31,732 --> 01:28:32,977 Am I crazy? 538 01:28:34,790 --> 01:28:37,656 I never wanted you to carry this burden too. 539 01:28:37,656 --> 01:28:38,756 Then why leave? 540 01:28:39,860 --> 01:28:41,540 How is dying protecting me? 541 01:28:47,780 --> 01:28:50,870 Because I promised myself I'd die 542 01:28:50,870 --> 01:28:53,097 before I let this place take you too. 543 01:29:19,835 --> 01:29:21,750 - I will never let my life be the end. 544 01:29:26,010 --> 01:29:27,615 I'll die before I let that happen. 545 01:30:50,400 --> 01:30:53,250 - One simply can't take them without consequences. 546 01:30:55,045 --> 01:30:56,045 Can they? 547 01:31:02,100 --> 01:31:04,300 - This is where your story ends, 548 01:31:05,650 --> 01:31:06,483 Emily Laughlin. 549 01:31:14,405 --> 01:31:17,122 You should have stayed away from Oz. 550 01:31:19,845 --> 01:31:21,645 You should have listened to 551 01:31:21,645 --> 01:31:22,478 Dorothy 552 01:31:27,386 --> 01:31:28,219 Dorothy. 553 01:32:39,995 --> 01:32:40,995 - Eric? 554 01:32:50,535 --> 01:32:54,668 You found your way, 555 01:32:55,655 --> 01:32:56,655 home. 556 01:33:37,480 --> 01:33:39,850 - Dorothy, my mother. 557 01:33:39,850 --> 01:33:40,870 My nightmares. 558 01:33:42,760 --> 01:33:46,570 It was you, wasn't it? All of it. 559 01:33:49,060 --> 01:33:50,060 Why? 560 01:33:56,230 --> 01:34:00,820 - The crown separates royalty 561 01:34:00,820 --> 01:34:01,930 from peasants. 562 01:34:04,210 --> 01:34:07,930 Everyone knows who they are when they know 563 01:34:07,930 --> 01:34:09,355 who the crown belongs to, 564 01:34:12,045 --> 01:34:14,705 and yours belongs to me. 565 01:34:25,300 --> 01:34:27,575 - I don't need a crown to know who I am. 566 01:34:28,791 --> 01:34:29,624 I'll end you. 567 01:34:31,145 --> 01:34:32,295 - Emily Laughlin. 568 01:35:09,560 --> 01:35:12,980 - The best way to find yourself 569 01:35:14,865 --> 01:35:16,100 is to lose yourself 570 01:35:24,830 --> 01:35:29,325 because then you know what you are looking for. 571 01:35:51,595 --> 01:35:53,297 - Emily GALE. 572 01:35:53,297 --> 01:35:57,380 NO! 573 01:36:18,695 --> 01:36:20,361 There's no place like home. 574 01:38:37,905 --> 01:38:40,650 - So is the drama of your birthday well 575 01:38:40,650 --> 01:38:41,670 and truly behind you now? 576 01:38:42,787 --> 01:38:45,300 Is it safe to talk? 577 01:38:45,300 --> 01:38:46,133 - It's safe. 578 01:38:47,483 --> 01:38:48,990 As your agent, I must say. 579 01:38:48,990 --> 01:38:52,440 I am surprised to hear from you so soon. 580 01:38:52,440 --> 01:38:55,950 Have you had any more thoughts about the Francis job? 581 01:38:58,380 --> 01:39:02,550 - No. I've got my own story. 582 01:39:05,400 --> 01:39:07,710 - Let me say as your friend, I never doubted you 583 01:39:07,710 --> 01:39:09,480 for a second. 584 01:39:09,480 --> 01:39:11,100 - I wish my agent felt the same way. 585 01:39:14,610 --> 01:39:16,440 Come over to see it later? 586 01:39:16,440 --> 01:39:18,450 I've just got a few errands to run. 587 01:39:18,450 --> 01:39:19,470 - Yeah, I can't wait. 588 01:39:20,970 --> 01:39:23,430 - Oh, and George, the cake's still here 589 01:39:25,145 --> 01:39:26,250 and so am I. 590 01:39:27,317 --> 01:39:28,366 Yeah. 591 01:39:28,366 --> 01:39:29,199 - Yeah, you are. 592 01:39:45,745 --> 01:39:48,570 - The sun makes a difference. The light. 593 01:39:50,460 --> 01:39:51,420 - It always does. 594 01:39:55,050 --> 01:39:56,070 What do you see now? 595 01:39:58,740 --> 01:40:00,990 Pain. 596 01:40:00,990 --> 01:40:02,670 - Her pain. 597 01:40:02,670 --> 01:40:03,503 My pain. 598 01:40:07,095 --> 01:40:07,928 Our pain. 599 01:40:09,150 --> 01:40:13,440 But not a pain that can't be confronted. 600 01:40:14,460 --> 01:40:16,693 That can't be beaten. 601 01:40:18,001 --> 01:40:19,084 I can see it now. 602 01:40:21,480 --> 01:40:22,313 I feel 603 01:40:24,321 --> 01:40:25,154 You feel.. 604 01:40:31,350 --> 01:40:32,183 Ready. 605 01:40:35,790 --> 01:40:37,050 There's still a long way to go, 606 01:40:37,050 --> 01:40:42,050 but I feel I can at least 607 01:40:42,060 --> 01:40:44,580 now start down that road. 608 01:40:45,450 --> 01:40:46,410 And what road is that? 609 01:40:51,210 --> 01:40:52,043 I dunno yet. 610 01:40:56,055 --> 01:40:57,155 And that's okay. 611 01:41:00,205 --> 01:41:01,038 Thank you. 612 01:41:30,555 --> 01:41:31,388 - Today, 613 01:41:33,905 --> 01:41:35,363 today is the day. 614 01:42:54,465 --> 01:42:55,298 - I made it. 615 01:43:00,760 --> 01:43:01,593 - I'm sorry. 616 01:43:07,480 --> 01:43:09,160 - I'm sorry for not finding you sooner. 617 01:43:13,060 --> 01:43:18,040 I don't fully understand. Not all of it. 618 01:43:18,040 --> 01:43:19,040 Not yet. 619 01:43:22,570 --> 01:43:24,987 - But I promise now I'll try. 620 01:44:00,027 --> 01:44:00,860 Bye.